The Creamy Center

In between the left and right side of my mind
Tue Feb 10

Life is goooood….

My grades are high, my job status has risen, and I’m going to the Carribean. I can’t say I have had this many good things go right for me in a while. It has been a nice relief from all the stress of my friends and Chris. Now my stress is financial. I am so broke, for the rest of my life. Okay it probably won’t take me that long to pay off my trip to Punta Cana, but I am really broke and I will be for a while. My sister is sweet, she is paying for me. The sour thing about is she’s making me pay her back. ;) I will be using all my money to pay her back as fast as I can. I have never been out of the country or to a real beach before. All inclusive, I get all the drinks I want… and I can drink alcohol legally! I am such a loser. Brad has somehow turned me on again. No. No. No. I will never (well maybe not NEVER) be anything more than a friend to him again. I know he was an ass and yes I denied it a lot but hey, love is blind. And no, I was not in love with him but infatuation is blind too. It is nice to have life back in order. It’s seemed like some pretty hectic times lately but as I sit here and look around I realize things are back to how I like them. Krisi is obsessively studying while admitting to me it’s her “zen” and that she talks to her self on a regular basis, even when I’m not in the room. :) I’m in bed by 11pm as usual. I’m pretty lame but I love to sleep so much. I get what I need to get done in time to get at least, at the very least, 8 hours. I hate when I get less than that. Anyway, I’m about to get into “The Things They Carried,” Signing off. Peace